We are living in a time where the capacity to do good while being trustworthy is low. Its conflicting for me, and as a artist it creates a great influence for me to harp on. In the act of doing the right thing to benefit yourself can be a very difficult decision, even in the event where the feeling might be indecisive. One of the hardest decisions I have had to deal with, that being do what’s best for myself is a bittersweet feeling more or less. I love the feeling of being free but I hate the feeling of guilt. To do good is whats most important, what I was raised on was to be a caring person, but in this time that we are living in the right thing to do could possibly mean not caring so much. This has been a adjustment for me and it can be one for you as well. To say doing good is hard is an understatement, it is extremely difficult at times. But no matter what, in order to change the narrative of yourself where you want to be, just deal with it. It could be worse.